It's Friday night and I'm not out with the rest of College people having the time of my life. I am having the time of my life, just not right now. It's really boring. I want to be somwhere hanging out with lots of people, laughing, and talking. Instead Im talking to the computer. I just don't have a busy life right this moment. Let me think what I did. I went to school. ( Thank you God its Friday). I had to pick up groceries, my butterfly wings, and I got Dustin's Xmas present. He wanted a X-Box, so I got him that. That was a nice adventure trying to get.  I want to know what he is getting me, but he never tell. I know I'm getting a Build A Bear. I love those things. I love stuffed animals, butterflys, and celestrial things. I have always been facinated with stars and moons. Im ready for Saturday night. All the women on my mom's side of the family get together and hang out once a month and do our girlie time. Ladies you know and men try not figure it out. We have so much fun. We do our thing of Ya Ya SisterHood. We have out own games to play and each month has its theme. It's so much fun like i said. Other than that I carved pumpkins with Dustin. I had alot of fun. We laughed alot. I made mine into a crescent moon with stars. His pumkin looked all mean ans scary.. It looked really good. Well love you's all

"Nobody ever died of laughter." --Max Beerbohm

"True friends stab you in the front." --Oscar Wilde

There isnt much to write about. I guess that can be a good thing because it means there isnt much drama going on right now.  Im a little stressed over money because I have a baby shower for my cousin coming up, and I have 3 friends whose bday is with in a weeks time the first of November. Then I have Xmas I need to start to buy. Plus I need to buy some winter clothes. Me and Dustin are doing just fine. Everything is same ol' same ol'. We both are too busy to do anything else. Im tired of always having to do things for other people. I'm tired of running around.  Im not a messenger, or mailman, or anything else that delivers. It wouldn't be so bad if people would return the favor or meet me halfway or at least appreciate it.

At school OMG. Yesterday in my NUR 201H class the Dean of Nursing was coming to give us a lecture in class. Before she began she said she wanted to add something very important to this lecture that had nothing to do with the lecture. She made a comment about it was heard there was a test stolen from a core class to be able to accepted into the Nursing program. Well today I was about to take my A & P test #2. About 30min after most people have already began to write one of the three essays we had to do, the teacher announced that she was informed that someone had stolen a copy of the test and she was changing all the essays to something else. She changed them to even harder essays. She said she would just redo the whole test but she doesn't have the time to do that.  She was made. Plus everyone had to restart the essays if they had began on it, which gave us less time and we had to hurry through it. We had to be done by when class ended. There was no over time. People are done. It made no difference. The person still knows all the MC questions! Duh! Everything with school is fine other than that. 

"Ever wonder if illiterate people get the full effect of alphabet soup?"
John Mendosa.
( couldnt decide which one to put today)
NEW YORK, NY. A man was knocked down by a car and got up uninjured, but lay back down in front of the car when a bystander told him to feign injury in order to collect insurance money. The car rolled forward and crushed him to death."
- Associated Press, 1977

I created this Xanga like almost three years ago back when it wasn't so popular. I wrote in it a little bit but then I forgot about it and then never came back. For a long time I had forgot the password. I haven't put much work into making it look better. I will eventually make that effort to do that. I have myspace. rhyme_rippas_wifey. I keep up with that alot. I have done alot of work on that. I think it is looking pretty good. I will probaly do my best to keep up with both of them. I might use this more as a journal as to write everything down in. Myspace isn't really as a journal. On the other hand my time is precious and there isn;t enough time in the day for me to get everything done. I am always running short on time. I deleted all my old comments to start fresh. I left one comment from a awhile ago so I can remember how long I havent seen one of my best friends. He joined the Army and was stationed in Korea. I had broke my cell phone and had to change the number before I could get his new cell number or address, so maybe one day he will show up and surprise me. I miss him alot. I grew up with him and he was my first crush.  As always though time changes and time moves on even if we aren't ready.

"Happiness is a choice that requires effort at times."--Anon

I saw James Smith today. He is my childhood best friend I guess you could say. Ive known him since i was about 9yrs old. That makes about a total of nine years Ive known him. Ive always had a small crush on him but nothing special. We just remained close friends. Well in February he joined the Army. He is home visiting for a month. My boyfriend has a jealousy problem. He doesnt want me riding around with guys or even talking to guys. Sorry Im a teenager Im going to have my social life. I do understand about not hanging out with ex boyfriends but gee if James is only here for like a month & then off to Korea for a year I think I have the right to see my friend before he leaves. 

           You know what else sucks, I guess when I wasnt paying attention I spun tires I lost my hubcap. Just only one thought Thank God I know another person but Insane Gd974 that needs a couple of hubcaps.. right shannon lol Speaking of Insane the Stalker. I really do have one. Ask Shannon. He drives by and calls Me at like 2am & tells me all the perverted things LOL What A loser!!!!